She, my best friend from elementary school, gave me that speech. I laugh of that but couldn't pretend that was false. She was shock when I said "I don't have one until now" and mumbled "How could the girl like you still alone?" I still continued my laugh and though "What could I do? this is me, still alone until now"
Cry or laugh? Well for this time, I choose to laugh. I even couldn't imagine that. Just like a puzzle, make me dizzy. In case, I just curious about what will happen, when, where, who, and how I meet him? Is he my friend? Is he the one whom I know before? Or Is he just a stranger?
I know it would be interesting to meet him. Meet someone who will be mine and make me comfortable when I am with him. Or when I curious for what has he done, he would say: "I just want you feel comfortable". Ooooh, I miss that moment!! Do I have? Bwahah, I don't know yet. Just gone with the wind.
What would I do now? Hmmm..
First, I would improve my skill in the other parts, Second, I would improve my skill in the other parts. Third, I wanna hike to a mountain, get an invitation to Papandayan, Yippieee. Hopefully, I can get my parent's permission to do this. Fourth, build the network. Love skill, maybe later after I meet him. Aiyayayaya.. What ever!! Hahaha.
Expectation is the root of all heartache
(William Shakespeare)
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